I am standing on a beautiful beach, watching the ocean water creep up to my toes. I feel the warmth of the sun on my face. I stand in silence and hear the music of the waves surround me, serenading me like an old friend. I slowly close my eyes and take in the peace and calm I am finally feeling. I start to open my eyes and out of no where, I see it coming at me with full force! The ocean water has turned black and the waves are starting to grow to full fury. I try to run but I can’t. A wave catches me and takes me under. I can’t see, I can’t scream, I can’t breath! I go deeper and deeper. I fight with all my might. I kick, I scream, I cry out! I grasp at anything I can to hold on to. I think ‘Oh God, this is it. This is the one that I will not come out of.” Then, just as I think I can’t go on, I see a glimmer of light… a beautiful and calming light. The waves are getting calmer and smaller. I can finally touch the bottom. My heart is no longer racing. I can feel the sun beaming on my face once again. The noise has silenced. I can breath again….for now…until the next wave
What is Grief
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and then there were 2. I am the mom to 3 beautiful adult children..2 are still physically with me....One is with us in spirit. Even though they are adults, they will always my babies. I hope you follow me on my journey. Though we are all different, we are all the same View all posts by amomsjourneythruheartache